Wednesday, June 14, 2006

Still about him..

today went to watch 'cars' with TAP pple... 5 of us.. so thought no need to pre-book the tix.. plus now World Cup sure no one watch movie one.. plus it's a cartoon.. how wrong were we... reached Cineleisure about 7+.. wanted to get the 8.20 show.. shockingly... the tix are sold out! -.- so we decided to try our luck by going to Lido... and irritatingly the cinema there is near empty... -.- everyone's packed at Cineleisure.. should have just fix at Lido instead... the show's pretty nice.. cute and funny.. plus it's more than 2 hours.. i think.. so quite worth it for $7 la..

In response to frens who know about this guy... stop telling me to just go talk to him... i also know that!! but i can't ok!! u think go market buy vege ah? just take and pay then go... -.- not tat easy for me k... -.- i'm shy too ok... (ok though i know someone would think otherwise.. hahaha) i can talk to him.. provided he's responsive... but i'm easily affected by the person i'm talking to... so seeing him so shy just makes me feel shy too..

2ndly... to all my frens... don tell me 'he likes u'... cos i seriously doubt tat... sigh... but sometimes i just don understand those guys tat like but don dare to do anything about it.. weird eh? wanna wait for the girl to make the first move? not every girl is so brave one can...

this guy fren of mine said ' just try la.. nothing to lose.. and a bf to gain...' erhm... hmmm.. i din think tat far ok... just wanna get to know him and be frens only la.. plus i don think he's the kinda guy tat i would choose for life... plus for those who know me.. i'm those 'for the moment' players... not really a 'long-term' committer... ok.. sounds playful.. but hey i restrained myself a lot already ok... tried not to start anything which i don think is gonna work out... not even those for the 'fun of the moment' types leh... learnt my lesson.. hahaha... plus like wat my other fren said... it's not the right time for us to start a r/s now...

but on the whole.. i think being about to see him everyday is the only reason why i don mind going back to work... pple even asked me whether i wanna work beyond 30th... well... hmm... hahaha... but contradictingly.. i gotta work for only 2 more weeks... i think i'm gonna miss him after i leave leh... ok.. at least until i find another person to bio... hahahaah.... but will still miss him... to think i don think i'll ever see him again...

drats! way way past bedtime.. ok... will be zombified again tmrw...

-jiahua

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